GRRRRRRRRR

okay, so I know I promised a post, but I have been so busy and SO FRUSTRATED. I have no idea what to do with myself. It's not that I'm unhappy, but simply frustrated. And everything seems to be out of my control. grrrrrr. I mean, I'm frustrated with my job, and all the power in the world isn't helping me get another one. I'm frustrated with living with my parents, and it's not even my parents... it's the location- sure I'm at the beach- but I'm at the WRONG one. as of now, it takes an hour to drive out to sandestin and an hour 45 to get back- and the tourists aren't even here yet. i'm frustrated that I have been working for a month now and haven't even been paid yet... GRRRRR.

I need to calm down, but I just can't.

I'M SO DAMN FRUSTRATED!

help!

my life would suck without you.

okay team. i am here to apologize for my absence, but you see, i got a job. it's just that... a job... nothing special to talk about, but it wears me out and i have to talk all day long so when i get home, i don't even want to think. i don't want you guys to think that i have fallen off the face of the earth, because i haven't. i promise a super duper long post of all my escapades the past weeks have encompassed. so look forward to that.

220 DAYS 'TIL CHRISTMAS!

I put my hands up! They're playing my song!

LADIES AND GENTLEMAN. I HAVE TURNED A NEW PAGE.

okay people.

this is serious.

I AM IN A FABULOUS MOOD.

and for the first time in a long time.

I'M NOT SAD.

so this morning, I had a super early workout, then I met up with my friend Jennifer to borrow some earrings, then headed home to pack. on the way PARTY IN THE USA came on...

i don't know if it was the song or my heart or my mind or what, but i suddenly felt full of empowerment and AMAZING. then Fergie's LABELS OR LOVE (from Sex and the City movie) came on and that was that. i'm back. sure i will still feel sad from time to time, but as of now I feel great! though I don't have my dream body yet, I'm well on my way. I have a sort of/ kind of job (i'll elaborate later) and I'm off to see my best friend marry his best girl.

so I have to cut this short because I'm already running behind. I gotta get in the shower... PACK... get there and I am in desperate need of a mani/pedi.

so yeah-

GOTTA GO!

BUT I'M IN A GREAT MOOD! YAY!