Cherry

So I've already lost my appetite due to a broken heart, but this puts the cherry on top.

http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/

Reality sucks.

So reality is setting in as we speak. The movers are here and my life is about to do a complete 360. Chad decided to end our life that we shared together and I'm leaving my beloved home Austin. Long story short, we had an amazing relationship. [emphasis on the had] Somewhere in the middle, friendship set in and as great as it was, it just wasn't working out. We decided that we need a break and here I am. My heart is broken and I'm full of emotions that I don't even know what to do with. I'm sad, scared, depressed, terrified, confused, angry, excited, disappointed, curious, embarrassed, hopeful, worried, jealous, and while feeling all that, I can't help but be apathetic too. How is that even possible? The worst part is, that I think I cried myself sick. Either that or Chad gave me the funk that he had. I'm supposed to be heading out of town tomorrow, but I'm sick and not sure that driving 13 hours is going to be the best medicine. I'm trying my darndest to get a doctor's appointment for first thing in the morning, but we all know how that is probably going to go. So I'm watching these movers and MAN! They are quick and very careful with everything. All my furniture is white, so they wrapped ALL of it. That is so nice, and a hell of a lot better than I would have done. I want to give them a quick shout out, and if you ever need to move, these are definitely the guys to call. They are called All You Can Move.

What is great about them is, that you only pay for the space you use on their truck! They come, get all your stuff, pack it wonderfully, and then drive it to where you are moving, THEN they unpack everything and anything that they took apart, the re-assemble for you. Talk about great service. I have a bedrooms worth of furniture, plus a couch, golf clubs, and a million boxes full of clothes and shoes. haha. All for under a grand. Not a bad deal if you ask me. I didn't have to lift a finger. This was great too, because when I found out that I was moving, I began to look for moving trucks and a device where I could tow my car, but in order to tow my car, I had to get one of the giant trucks, which I didn't need. And all that was going to cost way more than what I'm paying to these guys to do all my dirty work. JACKPOT. The guys are almost done and the apartment is starting to look very sad. It's like I was never even here. Reality sucks. I've been tearing up all morning, but haven't let it out yet. I'm sure as soon as the movers leave, I will. I'm actually going to sign some paperwork and make sure they got everything. This week has definitely been a crazy one full of crying, lovely meals, packing, a few new adventures, and sunburns. I'll be sure to elaborate after a much needed nap.

Stella and Dot

So a few months ago, I thought my life was SET and now my life has taken a drastic turn, and now I am having to start all over. I'm not really sure what to do with myself. I'll go into that more later, but I promised some friends that I would do a jewelry post and since 2 of my fabulous friends, Rachel and Linsday, have started selling Stella and Dot, I decided that I would do a quick post on items that I would love to have. So if you like any of the items I post, then definitely buy from them! This is also my entry into Rachel's giveaway.

She is giving away a necklace! So, you should enter too! Just follow the link, enter your shenanigans and definitely mention that you entered through my blog! Here is the beautiful necklace. Perfect for spring and summer!

So here are my earring picks. I LOVE EARRINGS. If I could only pick one piece of jewelry to wear... it would definitely be earrings.

Here are my bracelet picks. I like bracelets, and I love to sin, and mix silver and gold. I have a silver watch, and love gold jewelry, so I started to mix, and I love it! I also love to wear LOTS of bracelets, so these bangles are perfect! I will definitely be investing as soon as I have some moo-lah!

Here are my ring picks. I haven't really been into rings for a while, but I just got some Gorjana stack rings that I'm IN LOVE with and stacking rings are totally my new thing.

I'm kind of upset because I invested a pretty penny into my set, and there is a just as FABULOUS {and it's a silver and gold mix!} set by Stella and Dot. I might just get them too.

So you might notice that I didn't pick any necklaces... WELL, I'm not a HUGE fan of necklaces. Though there are some that I LOVE and MUST have, I would rather wear earrings, bracelets or rings. It's typically too much to wear big earrings and a necklace, so I would just rather wear earrings!

So there ya go! Go out and get them, then send them to ME! :o)

Here are my BFF's Stella and Dot websites one more time...

Rachel's

https://www.stelladot.com/sites/flashinglights/my-business

Lindsay's

http://www.stelladot.com/sites/doss

In the meantime, this is the song getting me through the day.

The Avett Brothers

"Head Full of Doubt, Road Full of Promise"

gravity

gravity.

something always brings me back to you

it never takes too long

no matter what i say or do

i still feel you here 'til the moment i'm gone

you hold me without touch

you keep me without chains

i never wanted anything so much

than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

set me free, leave me be

i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity

here i am and i stand so tall

i'm just the way i'm supposed to be

but you're on to me and all over me

you loved me 'cause i'm fragile

when i thought that i was strong

but you touch me for a little while

and all my fragile strength is gone

set me free, leave me be

i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity

here I am and i stand so tall

i'm just the way i'm supposed to be

but you're on to me and all over me

i live here on my knees

as I try to make you see

that you're everything i think i need

here on the ground

but you're neither friend nor foe

though i can't seem to let you go

the one thing that i still know

is that you're keeping me down

you're keeping me down

you're on to me, on to me and all over

something always brings me back to you

it never takes too long

-sara bareilles

Battle Studies...

Here are some pics from John Mayer's Battle Studies tour with Michael Franti & Spearhead in Austin. It was AWESOME and definitely not long enough!

Michael Franti and Spearhead... AMAZING!

He ran over to our section, if my arm was like a foot longer I could have touched him.

He invited all the kiddies on stage... oh to be young again.

The main man himself! JOHN MAYER!

If you haven't, definitely get the Battle Studies album... and while your at it... download some Michael Franti too... he's like a modern day Bob Marley. Perfect for Summer!