gravity.
something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long
no matter what i say or do
i still feel you here 'til the moment i'm gone
you hold me without touch
you keep me without chains
i never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your love and not feel your rain
set me free, leave me be
i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
here i am and i stand so tall
i'm just the way i'm supposed to be
but you're on to me and all over me
you loved me 'cause i'm fragile
when i thought that i was strong
but you touch me for a little while
and all my fragile strength is gone
set me free, leave me be
i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
here I am and i stand so tall
i'm just the way i'm supposed to be
but you're on to me and all over me
i live here on my knees
as I try to make you see
that you're everything i think i need
here on the ground
but you're neither friend nor foe
though i can't seem to let you go
the one thing that i still know
is that you're keeping me down
you're keeping me down
you're on to me, on to me and all over
something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long
-sara bareilles
That song is amazing! And I have a whole CD in the works for you. It was my therapy for a long time and every now and then, I listen to these songs. It takes me back to where you are now. And then I realize how grateful I am for the journey from then to now. You are going to amazed at how strong you are. The heart is very resiliant {believe it or not} and it will surprise you when you least expect it.
ReplyDeleteTake one day at a time. Don't worry about the big picture. Just get through today and force yourself to find something to be happy about. Even if its the fact that a dress fits looser or the weather is insanely gorgeous outside.
Do this everyday and then one day, it won't be as hard to smile. Then one day, you'll be laughing again. And then later you'll realize you've adjusted and you're happy again.
LOVE you TClems!!!
I've spent many-a-night crying with Gravity by Sara B...thinking about you Tiff.
ReplyDeleteI know everyone's words don't really help right now but like your friend said, I can listen to the song and immediately go back to those same emotions/heartbreak but then also realize how far I've come. Muah!