

So, I'm clearly not very good at keeping up with this on the weekends... So let me catch you up. Just so you know, I'm in a weird mood and my tummy hurts so I'm not even sure how this is going to turn out, so bear with me...SO, I'm listening to Pandora, which I haven't in a while, and I'm not sure why. I love Pandora...it has to be one of the greatest Internet creations... EVER. Currently, I'm listening to Sara Bareilles Radio... I love her. Her music makes me happy, and also makes me feel like I'm not the only one dealing with whatever it is I'm dealing with. Her Little Voice CD is a MUST have. The Way I Am (GREAT SONG) by Ingrid Michaelson just came on, and the little pic of her cd Be Ok popped up and I believe that it is a sign that I'M GOING 
TO BE OK. I literally just got off the phone with my mommy (yes, I still call her mommy) and was crying a little.

I've been trying to keep my head up about this whole job thing, but the fact that I interviewed to be a WAITRESS at a couple of restaurants and THEY DIDN'T EVEN CALL ME BACK, is starting to get to me and I'm losing it. Anyway, my mom initially called to ask if had purchased some sort of text subscription on my phone and at first I thought that it may have been some B.S. craigslist scam that I accidentally participated in... long story...BUT come to find out, it wasn't under my #, but my dad's...go figure. Who knows what he tried to sign up for this time... After those shenanigans my mom suggested that I just give up on the whole job thing and go back to school... umm, my response was... WITH WHAT MONEY?!??!

My mother, being the fabulous and {most of the time} loving mother that she is, said that her and daddy would do the best they could to help me out... which was nice... but do I really want to go back to school? Is it even worth it? It clearly didn't help the first time... And if so, for what??I'm up for suggestions... Jeez... why did I graduate in the first place? Should have just failed History II... Way to go Abby for tutoring me! Oh and, if anyone knows any sort of statistics that state a college grad makes more money and gets a better job that someone who didn't graduate from college I would like to see it, I can't find anything on that right now... On a lighter note...I had a pretty great weekend and I couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day than today. Thursday night, Chad and I continued our Valentine's Day and went to dinner and Cirque du Soleil... it was AWESOME. I love love LOVE Cirque Du Soleil! Again, if you EVER get a chance to go see one... JUST DO IT!! I was too busy enjoying it to sneak a pic, but I found a few online, so you can enjoy a little piece of what I did... (these are in no order, whatsoever)

Self explanatory... Fire Dancers... AWESOME! They practically lit their hands and feet on fire... idiotic if you ask me, but definitely entertaining!

This girl was INSANE, she started out with a ribbon on a stick, more commonly known by 80's babies as RIBBON DANCER!!! She was the best darn ribbon dancer and hula hooper I've ever witnessed...

This guy was super strong and super balanced... he must be practicing his balance exercises on the Wii Fit!!

Contortionist-ism freaks me out and when it comes to balancing, they totally put the strong man to shame...

If you ever go see a show... you MUST arrive early to see the clowns... a couple of clowns entertain the crowd before the show starts and you HAVE to get to know them, or else you really don't know what they are doing when they pop in and out during the show... SO FUNNY these clowns are...

More hula hoops... not only did she have 5... she was going super DUPER fast.

This was the "flying man" literally flying all over the place.

This is our guide throughout the show, she is the "White Queen" and sings during the whole show, however there is a "Black Queen" and she appears as White's counterpart... duh.
There were a few other acts like the Russian Bars... AMAZING... Abby and I saw a russian bar jumper/dancer/thing during the Britney Circus tour and she was awesome... Basically 2 people holding a STICK, balance someone on the stick, throw/bounce them up in the air...HIGH... and then catches them... it's nuts... if you can find a youtube video... "FAVORITE IT" RIGHT NOW! So yeah, Thursday night... a GREAT one...

So, Friday rolls around... FINALLY. As pathetic as it sounds... I enjoy weekends too. I know that my week days are typically sitting on the couch, or at my desk applying to jobs and that may not seem like much... but looking for a job is WORK. So, I use my weekends AS weekends... yeah. Back to Friday, I got up and went on a run...it's not on my schedule but I just felt like going anyway. It felt good then, but today, after running Saturday and today... I'm tired, but I just can't stop. I'm still not running for long periods of time, BUT I really enjoy being outside, and trying my hardest at something. I don't have anything tangible to work hard at right now, but there is a goal in mind and that is all I can see right now. D-I-S-N-E-Y MARATHON! My accountability partner AND fabulous friend Brittney have already decided that we are going to dress up as Disney Princesses to run it... makes me even MORE excited!

I wonder which one I should be... the obvious choice is Mulan, but I think I could pull off Pocahontas or Jasmine... your thoughts? As pale as I am right now, I could probably be Snow White because my skin is literally as WHITE as snow... I'm totally off track, so back to Friday. {P.S. Ingrid Michaelson just popped on again on Pandora and the song is called Everybody on her Everybody cd and it's a GREAT song, thought I'd throw that in there...}

So, Chad has been talking about the movie Shutter Island for a while, (it was supposed to come out last year.) Well, it finally opened on Friday, and we aren't usually "movie people" but we have been going a lot lately, so we continued on and went to see it. I'm not a huge fan of thriller or scary movies {more of a romantic comedy type ya know?} but I LOVE LEO, so I agreed to go see it. Let me say, this movie was actually really good. I blame Dr. James McKelly for brainwashing me in his film class because ever since his class, I can't stop focusing on different angles of shots, symbolism of objects, and other shenanigans like that... I just can't enjoy a movie anymore... DAMN YOU MCKELLY! Anyway, the film was great, it leaves you hanging a little, but I like to think that I know what the heck was going on... there were, of course, a few "jump out of your seat" parts (had nightmares that night) but that is probably because I'm a scaredy cat. It's a little reminiscent of Sixth Sense but Scorsese definitely did a good job on this film. {Adele just came on Pandora and if you are a female (or male I suppose) and don't own her 19 album, download it on iTunes NOW. K thanks.} I might just be snobby because I'm a LEO LOVING gal... but I liked it, I REALLY did, so I give you my word that Shutter Island is worth the $9.50. I don't offer a money back guarantee or anything, but If you don't like it... let's talk. Again, McKelly made us talk about movies, and now I like to have intellectual conversations about movies. NERD. During the movie, I managed to scarf down an ENTIRE box of Goobers.

But hey, it's the weekend and it WASN'T my beloved french fries... which by the way I haven't had since before Fat Tuesday... I really don't remember the last time I had them, but I know that I did FAIL my new year's resolution sometime in January... WHOOPS. So I converted the sans fries idea to a Lent project. I'm not Catholic but I thought it was a good enough reason to try giving up fries again. I was going to give up picking my belly button of lint... Get it? Haha, I'm stupid. At least when Chad wanted to stop at Taco Cabana on the way home from the movie (YUM), I refrained from getting ANYTHING. So go me.

Saturday came and went pretty fast. It was a gloomy day spent running at Town Lake with Chad, eating lunch at ZEN and a little shopping. We went shopping around town looking for some new workout clothes for Chad. I, being the QUEEN of clothes, already have a quite vast collection of workout clothes, so I was set... PLUS not to mention that I'm broke. We found him some AWESOME stuff. It made me really want some new flashy running stuff, but I refrained... because yeah, still broke. Anyhow, we ended up passing CAVENDER'S BOOT CITY and I insisted that we stop and take a look around. Though poor, window shopping is {TORTURE} the next best thing! I have been wanting a pair of RED cowboy boots for a while now...

I'm not sure why, probably because Jess Simpson looked HOT wearing them in the These Boots Are Made For Walking video. (Yes, I know that she didn't originally recored that song, I'm older and better than that) Anyway, I want some, and will one day get them. I've always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots, so why not go all out and get RED? Well, apparently Chad had secretly been wanting a pair too, not red, duh, so he ran over to the Men's section with a sparkle in his eye. Well, I can happily say that he walked out with these beauties. He literally has not stopped talking about them. He

has already conditioned them like 3 times, along with all the other boots in the house. That is what I love about Chad, when he is excited about something, he just goes nuts with it. I need to get him excited about finding me a job! Saturday night we tried out a new recipe... CHICKEN CORDON BLEU! It turned out pretty darn good. Chad is a fabulous chef, (Except for the time he ruined the chili by zesting an orange in it... long story...don't ask) I consider myself to be a pretty good cook too, well, most of the time... more long stories... so we sat down to dinner and watched the 
Netflix of the week. Love Happens. I'm not going to really go into this movie, all I can say is that it is pretty sad. Not the romantic COMEDY I anticipated... but more like a romantic CRY FEST. So if any of you need a good cry... this is the movie to watch.

That finally brings us to TODAY... SUNDAY FUNDAY! I didn't sleep at all last night, not sure why. I kept having these dream spells where I would fall asleep for 10-15 minutes and have some crazy dream, then wake up and do it all over again... ALL NIGHT LONG. {great song by the way, Lionel Richie} Does that ever happen to you? Do you know why? Enlighten me, PLEASE! So this morning was not the most pleasant for me or my attitude. I didn't want to go run, but I did it anyway, but certainly NOT with a smile on my face. Chad added fuel to the flame by flicking his toothpaste covered toothbrush at me, leaving little white spots that looked like, you know what, all over my shirt, but whatever. I wasn't in the mood so I shrugged it off and just gave dirty looks back to whoever gave them to me. I clearly needed a drink. Thankfully after out park visit/run, Chad and I went over to Freddie's Place over on 1st Street. (one of the many place I applied to waitress, and haven't heard back from...)

I had never eaten there, but Chad has a couple of times, so he finally took me. And let me say,I LOVED IT. This place had a... sit down now... a BLOODY MARY BAR. Talk about a JACKPOT. Basically your ordered a shot of vodka, then it arrived in a salt rimmed plastic cup and you headed over to the ingredient covered table to construct your own personalized bloody mary. After my years of bartending at Robert Trent Jones, I consider myself to be a pretty badass bloody mary maker... so DUH, mine was delicious and was exactly what I needed. So yeah, it was a BEAUTIFUL day, and we opted to sit outside. This place is DOG friendly, so there were dogs everywhere. This was a pretty cool thing to experience, and if I ever get a doggie, I will definitely bring him/her there. I ordered the Crispy Chicken Wraps (Yum) and yes, incase you were wondering my meal was SANS fries, so go me again! I also ordered 2 mimosas, my other morning drink of choice. I'm pretty sure they used freshly squeezed OJ and that definitely made them better! We sat there for quite a while, enjoying our beverages and people watching...a hobby of mine. AND after arriving home, I immediately took a nap... HAHA. I'm such a light weight. Well, I woke up to the sound of NASCAR...

They are in California this week and my main man Jeff Burton was in the lead when I woke up, but Jimmie Johnson (4 time cup winner) ended up winning. My guys last week didn't finish up on top either. They need to get it in GEAR!!! (get it?)
K, BYE.